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Sunday, October 26, 2008
1:10 PM
i asked myself if im happy
i asked myself if im happy with my life nw
i asked myself if im wrong...
i asked myself if im the person im most disappointed in...
i asked myself so many questions....=(
ytd, xiaoling said beauty is all in the mind
i asked myself if happiness is also in the mind...
i want to make myself happy...
but circumstances dont permit me when i dont get support
humans need support and disappointments will arise when we dont recieve it
it hurts when i dont get support....=(
Thursday, October 23, 2008
12:00 PM
although im nicely-cladded n made-up everyday for work,
i feel so afraid..y?
bcos im afraid that i cant answer questions bombarded,
or do a gd job in wat i do...
well, i cant possibly know everything
i cant only learn humbly and slowly accumulate that experience, agree?
so to all customers, pls be patient =)
p.s. im looking forward to chatting with ger and also my short trip in dec...
hopefully it can be realised...
i feel so afraid..y?
bcos im afraid that i cant answer questions bombarded,
or do a gd job in wat i do...
well, i cant possibly know everything
i cant only learn humbly and slowly accumulate that experience, agree?
so to all customers, pls be patient =)
p.s. im looking forward to chatting with ger and also my short trip in dec...
hopefully it can be realised...
Sunday, October 19, 2008
3:08 PM
sumthing happened at my mum's shop today, leaving me with a thought...
did we take our normal movements for granted?
perhaps we shld cherish our body more bcos there must be a number out there who's unable to handle even their daily regimes.
we shld cherish the knowledge bestowed upon us
bcos when we loss the ability to even think properly, it will be too late...
just another food for thought:
do humans expect the same treatment back when we treat others well?
the answer is obvious...
and perhaps thats y humans have troubles.
well, thats an answer to my troubles...
did we take our normal movements for granted?
perhaps we shld cherish our body more bcos there must be a number out there who's unable to handle even their daily regimes.
we shld cherish the knowledge bestowed upon us
bcos when we loss the ability to even think properly, it will be too late...
just another food for thought:
do humans expect the same treatment back when we treat others well?
the answer is obvious...
and perhaps thats y humans have troubles.
well, thats an answer to my troubles...
Saturday, October 18, 2008
12:27 PM
been working as usual for the past few days
its so boring =(
i cant wait for tues to come by so as im goin to k box with yin & a movie with ty
just a random statement: time flies
n im growing older and fatter!!!....argh, haha
Monday, October 13, 2008
11:52 AM
有希望就有失望
可是人往往都会有期望
不论是对自己或是他人
不是吗？
More often than not, we take people for granted.
is that why others take us for granted too?
Sunday, October 12, 2008
10:59 AM
mum: ger, dun make any appts with ur friends on tues, u hav to attend a seminar with me.
me: but today is alr sun, what if i have appts?
mum: u will just have to cancel...
i thought to myself: but tues is my only offday =(
i need some personal space
Monday, October 6, 2008
1:41 PM
im glad i didnt ride on my mum's car to work todae bcos if i did, i wouldnt feel as gd.
As i bus-ed to work, i looked up into the sky n saw the cotton-like clouds in front of the babyblue background....i felt better and calmer
its e first time im looking at the sky at such close proximity n i think i've fallen for it
its part of a horizon, isnt it?
As i train-ed to work, i saw a cute little gal, cladded in a blue dress n had a scarf tied over her little head, covering her ponytail. she's not bubbly, in fact she's a very quiet n obedient child. i like her for her character. perhaps bcos i can relate to her, im drawn to her...she's so me!
she's prob-ly the most obedient gal i've met.
*luv her =)
Saturday, October 4, 2008
12:59 PM
It might be time to change myself
not the physical bit, but the psychological one
i need to be less affected by unhappy events and perhaps be contented by the heart-warming things and people ard me.
today i went for work with a heavy feeling...
im sad after the talk
im sad after being straight-forward
im so troubled...
just emo? or am i just too sensitive?
humans will always crave for more, wont they?
desires are never-ending...im one of those who will hope for more
is that considered being greedy?
im one who need friends to be ard
perhaps ger is right, we shouldnt indulge in whinings cos it jus wouldnt help matters
should i take up more courses?
how do i make more friends when i spend so much time on my work?
too helpless, my inferior complex is too strong
Thursday, October 2, 2008
4:21 PM
its my offday on tues n wed(due to public hol)!
went to bugis for a bubble tea chat with ger on tues b4 we train-ed to cathay for sushi...
was actuali feeling low on that day but after talking to ger, i felt better...
thks ger, im realli glad i have u (^.^)
as for wed, my dad brought us to amk for e western food...
but since it 'closed', we had chicken rice at the hawker nearby (nice*)
after which, mahjong session at jiam 's hse for e nite
i realised that a lot of pple ard me r troubled, by it bgr, schwork, family or friends.
not onli them. im feeling troubled too.
do we have to face disappointments b4 we can be happy?
i dunno if this applies for everyone.
im back to work
"cheers, xiaoling! =D will call u as often as i can ya?"