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Elicia
A geminian
Simple but emotional
Straightforward but sensitive
Wishlist
White dresses (pure n elegant)
Forever Friends bear
Lilies
Adores
Jap food (*drool)
HK dimsum (cha shao zhu chang fen)
Shopping [bugis street =)]
K-boxing [lalala....bleah (>.<)]
White n pink
Playing gu-zheng [e escapade-i miss u]
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11:15 PM
Sudoku tournament 2008!
Floral Prize-giving ceremony

balloons outside e ballroom =)
while waiting for e dinner to start.....
e artistry of towels 28th & 29th june 2008:
went to KL for mum's MLM company dinner...it was a grand dinner with 1500 people & 150 tables altogether. there was dance, prize-giving n performances (one funny host went around asking pple to perform dance n songs with her, haha). e next dae, we set off to genting n we were given abt 4 hours to shop. yeah! =) bought two tops from bum equip & a pair of earrings from GIRLS. *smilez* besides these, i went casino for e first time n played jackpot!! was quite an experience though....haha. it is a very big place....
ps: realised that there's a lot of entertainment in genting (snooker, bowling, archery, rock climbing, movies, snow world)
11:19 PM

went shopping with yvn todae at my fav shopping location, BUGIS STREET! haha, i love e dress..its sweet n lovely. also bought a plain white tank top n an over-sized watch [e watch is not meant for use, but to keep as a collection cos its simply too cute (*.*)] thks gal, for e company. i needed this shopping spree to cheer myself up [its an escapade from pressure =)]....hope to go back to bugis street to shop soon...
11:13 AM
[your detractions n denigrations are my disappointments]
Even if u can do everything right, it doesn't mean what the rest do is wrong. (even if u r my elder). so don't look down on others when u cant even play your roles well. u are not given e right. u r a nobody, so don't judge n post your judgments too quickly... they may be delusions
[Disparagements will only make people lose their sense of worth]
10:08 PM
my sis came back from bangkok ytd! yeah, realli missed her for e past few days when she wasnt ard...(-.-) she bought the following things for mi n i love them. thks sis! (^.^) delighted!! (the prezzies are cool but sweet!)





11:03 PM

she's such a sweetie! =)
my 'jie-mei' (*.*)

dodging e camera....hees
20 june 2008:k-box (11-2) at e!hub (met rosanne n lin feng)went to jurong east - met xiaoling's relative n bought a ffb ez-link sticker there =) (love it!)dropped by e library n borrowed 2 nutrition booksI realised that its such a blessing to have a jie mei ard =) for me, 1 of my jie mei is xiaoling!! i love her company! she's like a drug that eludes joy to every1. think e reason y we're so close is bcos we have e same character n we share e same horiscope. will never forget e laughters and jokes, e midnight chats where we shared our woes n of cos, e "secrets" and promises that shall be kept within us. haha. we can always joke freely bcos we both know that we will not bear grudges. isn't that just great? that's what i call a real n true buddy, agreed? no matter if its affinity or faith that brought us tgt, i 'm just glad she's in my life! i have never regretted knowing her....jie3 mei4 wan4 sui4!!! =D
1:00 AM
These poems reflect my feelings when i'm down...think they reflect to every1 too. went emo when i read them, but it is how amazing art can be. they they go....
Memoriesby Sudhir Iyer
Was walking down memory lane,
Was walking on the beach,
Throttling the feelings of pain,
Keeping doubts out of reach.
Had a look at the sands of time
The hours when time itself stood still,
Could hear distant bells chime,
And I was walking while I still stood still.
Felt the heat of the sun beating,
Could sense an awe that the past left,
Saw the sheath of life fleeting,
Glimpses of what was there were best.

In Times Of
by Kit McCallum
My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness.
It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ...
Yet finds no direction.
My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness.
It yearns to find warmth and happiness ...
Yet it somehow eludes me.
My eyes seek out visions in times of want.
They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ...
Yet they cannot see the light.
My ears listen earnestly in times of silence.
They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ...
Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me.
My arms reach out frantically in times of despair.
They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ...
Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap.
My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude.
It poses intense questions that demand answers ...
Yet there are none to be found.
***
My hand reaches out earnestly in these times of confusion.
It dials the number of a familiar and calming voice ...
And gratefully, my lifeline to sanity ... remains intact.
6:40 AM
Just came back from e airport...hmm, couldn't get to sleep. think i'm getting moody again. well, i have always been a pessimistic thinker. can anyone share how they make themselves happi all e time? i will b glad to learn from u guys (advice pls, i need them)...gosh, really wonder how they get pass their down moments...
well, i'm one who is bothered by how others look at me n i'm bad at making decisions. perhaps thats why i'm so troubled n depressed all e time...i'm also one who will put away all my happiness just to not disappoint anyone. is that why i'm so unhappy??? i dunno e answers myself....
i guess i need to learn how to stay positive n also be myself, not being what others want me to be. its really stiffling to be unable to do what i like n to blindly follow others' wishes. I want to be myself....i wanna be strong enough to make my own decisions. i will achieve that...
thks to all my friends out there who lent me their hands when i fall, shoulders when i cried & support when i felt depressed n moody. kudos to u guys. u guys rock my world....u know who u are =)
11:22 PM
happi bdae mum~ with lots of hugs n kisses (^.^)
To e most impt & beloved person...
muacks! =)
today is mum's big dae n tmr is xiaoling's special dae! [mum: 50 xiaoling: 21 (they r supposed to be secrets) whahaha] HAPPI DIPPiE bDAE! =p
went m'sia wif mum & highlighted my hair red. it was actuali redder than i tot (haha, as seen from e pics). my hair turned out curlier than what i want too. but on e whole i still like it bcos it is a completely new hairstyle...(especially for me). tsktsk, couldnt recognise myself. (*o*)
went to parkway (kartini Indonesian restaurant) for dinner. that was when we took those pics n where we gave mum a bouquet of two sunflowers n a black watch...[don't e sunflowers look pretty? they're simply alluring] anyway, e food there is yummilicious~
tmr sis n bro lame are going to bangkok. gosh, got to send them off at 5 in e morn...wonder if i can wake up from my piggy slp [zZZZ] oh no, my panda eyes will not improve, they r gonna haunt me.....hahaha. (monster insomnia at work la) well, hope that my sis will buy nice stuff for me but of cos my priority goes to them having fun =) enjoy ur trip n bon voyage sis n bro lame~ gonna miss e both of u. cant wait for sun to come...arghh.
5:22 PM
Thks for everything dad!~
15 june 2008:
Heya, its fathers' day!
went kbox with uncle sam n aunt yvn, adrain n waynard, we were completely engrossed in e songs n had lots of fun! whahaha.....wanna go kbox again =) gave dad a box of his foreva love, ferrero. he loves them. oso gave dad an angbao, although its not a lot, but i noe he appreciates it. hees, can sense that he is very happi when he received e angbao. thats what made me happpiee too. =D Happy fathers' day to all e fathers in e world & of cos to my dad, i love u~
10:34 AM
we took this at siloso beach....=)

Do my cousins look like they are bbq-ing themselves? haha
12 june 2008:
played volleyball n frisbie at siloso beach
took e luge ride
went vivo to eat carl's jr for lunch
1:54 PM
Rosanne n mi =)
Millie n me! =)


8th june 2008:
Its e last day of my work n also a day after my bdae! so im having mixed feelings, im sad n happi at e same time. well, i was realli surprised when i saw e cake but e tot of leaving nebo realli saddens mi. they are realli nice colleagues, like rosanne, ryan, edmond, kai siong, emilia, millie, jun wei, lin feng....etc. memories will b etched in my heart. I love them all. muacks, thks for giving mi such a wonderful time at work. many a times, i would 4gt my troubles when they r ard, their jokes simply brushed my problems away. they r no longer my colleagues, but my friends. gonna miss them so much! =) will definitely return to visit, haha
1:37 PM
My sis n her bf !! it was funny....lols


My all-time fav (cabonara)


7th june 2008:
went ikea for hotdog bun in e morn
kbox (k lunch) from 12-4
bought mum's concert tix at hougang mall
had dinner at cartel =)
10:16 PM
Date: 5th june 08
Place: Aloha Changi Resort (Halton Bungalow D)
Time: 7pm (check-in: 3pm)
this must be e happiest day of my life. i enjoyed myself v v much. Thks to all my friends n relatives. most imptly, my sister n mummy who put in effort to help me organise this chalet! THANKSSSSSSSS!!!! well, was excited n elated when my dad came up to me with a big present on his hand too. Felt v blessed to hav everyone celebrating my 21st wif me...enjoy e photos. hees =) It was a night to remember a lifetime.....





I love my foreva friends bear cake!! =D









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11:15 PM
Sudoku tournament 2008!
Floral Prize-giving ceremony

balloons outside e ballroom =)
while waiting for e dinner to start.....
e artistry of towels 28th & 29th june 2008:
went to KL for mum's MLM company dinner...it was a grand dinner with 1500 people & 150 tables altogether. there was dance, prize-giving n performances (one funny host went around asking pple to perform dance n songs with her, haha). e next dae, we set off to genting n we were given abt 4 hours to shop. yeah! =) bought two tops from bum equip & a pair of earrings from GIRLS. *smilez* besides these, i went casino for e first time n played jackpot!! was quite an experience though....haha. it is a very big place....
ps: realised that there's a lot of entertainment in genting (snooker, bowling, archery, rock climbing, movies, snow world)
11:19 PM

went shopping with yvn todae at my fav shopping location, BUGIS STREET! haha, i love e dress..its sweet n lovely. also bought a plain white tank top n an over-sized watch [e watch is not meant for use, but to keep as a collection cos its simply too cute (*.*)] thks gal, for e company. i needed this shopping spree to cheer myself up [its an escapade from pressure =)]....hope to go back to bugis street to shop soon...
11:13 AM
[your detractions n denigrations are my disappointments]
Even if u can do everything right, it doesn't mean what the rest do is wrong. (even if u r my elder). so don't look down on others when u cant even play your roles well. u are not given e right. u r a nobody, so don't judge n post your judgments too quickly... they may be delusions
[Disparagements will only make people lose their sense of worth]
10:08 PM
my sis came back from bangkok ytd! yeah, realli missed her for e past few days when she wasnt ard...(-.-) she bought the following things for mi n i love them. thks sis! (^.^) delighted!! (the prezzies are cool but sweet!)





11:03 PM

she's such a sweetie! =)
my 'jie-mei' (*.*)

dodging e camera....hees
20 june 2008:k-box (11-2) at e!hub (met rosanne n lin feng)went to jurong east - met xiaoling's relative n bought a ffb ez-link sticker there =) (love it!)dropped by e library n borrowed 2 nutrition booksI realised that its such a blessing to have a jie mei ard =) for me, 1 of my jie mei is xiaoling!! i love her company! she's like a drug that eludes joy to every1. think e reason y we're so close is bcos we have e same character n we share e same horiscope. will never forget e laughters and jokes, e midnight chats where we shared our woes n of cos, e "secrets" and promises that shall be kept within us. haha. we can always joke freely bcos we both know that we will not bear grudges. isn't that just great? that's what i call a real n true buddy, agreed? no matter if its affinity or faith that brought us tgt, i 'm just glad she's in my life! i have never regretted knowing her....jie3 mei4 wan4 sui4!!! =D
1:00 AM
These poems reflect my feelings when i'm down...think they reflect to every1 too. went emo when i read them, but it is how amazing art can be. they they go....
Memoriesby Sudhir Iyer
Was walking down memory lane,
Was walking on the beach,
Throttling the feelings of pain,
Keeping doubts out of reach.
Had a look at the sands of time
The hours when time itself stood still,
Could hear distant bells chime,
And I was walking while I still stood still.
Felt the heat of the sun beating,
Could sense an awe that the past left,
Saw the sheath of life fleeting,
Glimpses of what was there were best.

In Times Of
by Kit McCallum
My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness.
It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ...
Yet finds no direction.
My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness.
It yearns to find warmth and happiness ...
Yet it somehow eludes me.
My eyes seek out visions in times of want.
They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ...
Yet they cannot see the light.
My ears listen earnestly in times of silence.
They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ...
Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me.
My arms reach out frantically in times of despair.
They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ...
Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap.
My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude.
It poses intense questions that demand answers ...
Yet there are none to be found.
***
My hand reaches out earnestly in these times of confusion.
It dials the number of a familiar and calming voice ...
And gratefully, my lifeline to sanity ... remains intact.
6:40 AM
Just came back from e airport...hmm, couldn't get to sleep. think i'm getting moody again. well, i have always been a pessimistic thinker. can anyone share how they make themselves happi all e time? i will b glad to learn from u guys (advice pls, i need them)...gosh, really wonder how they get pass their down moments...
well, i'm one who is bothered by how others look at me n i'm bad at making decisions. perhaps thats why i'm so troubled n depressed all e time...i'm also one who will put away all my happiness just to not disappoint anyone. is that why i'm so unhappy??? i dunno e answers myself....
i guess i need to learn how to stay positive n also be myself, not being what others want me to be. its really stiffling to be unable to do what i like n to blindly follow others' wishes. I want to be myself....i wanna be strong enough to make my own decisions. i will achieve that...
thks to all my friends out there who lent me their hands when i fall, shoulders when i cried & support when i felt depressed n moody. kudos to u guys. u guys rock my world....u know who u are =)
11:22 PM
happi bdae mum~ with lots of hugs n kisses (^.^)
To e most impt & beloved person...
muacks! =)
today is mum's big dae n tmr is xiaoling's special dae! [mum: 50 xiaoling: 21 (they r supposed to be secrets) whahaha] HAPPI DIPPiE bDAE! =p
went m'sia wif mum & highlighted my hair red. it was actuali redder than i tot (haha, as seen from e pics). my hair turned out curlier than what i want too. but on e whole i still like it bcos it is a completely new hairstyle...(especially for me). tsktsk, couldnt recognise myself. (*o*)
went to parkway (kartini Indonesian restaurant) for dinner. that was when we took those pics n where we gave mum a bouquet of two sunflowers n a black watch...[don't e sunflowers look pretty? they're simply alluring] anyway, e food there is yummilicious~
tmr sis n bro lame are going to bangkok. gosh, got to send them off at 5 in e morn...wonder if i can wake up from my piggy slp [zZZZ] oh no, my panda eyes will not improve, they r gonna haunt me.....hahaha. (monster insomnia at work la) well, hope that my sis will buy nice stuff for me but of cos my priority goes to them having fun =) enjoy ur trip n bon voyage sis n bro lame~ gonna miss e both of u. cant wait for sun to come...arghh.
5:22 PM
Thks for everything dad!~
15 june 2008:
Heya, its fathers' day!
went kbox with uncle sam n aunt yvn, adrain n waynard, we were completely engrossed in e songs n had lots of fun! whahaha.....wanna go kbox again =) gave dad a box of his foreva love, ferrero. he loves them. oso gave dad an angbao, although its not a lot, but i noe he appreciates it. hees, can sense that he is very happi when he received e angbao. thats what made me happpiee too. =D Happy fathers' day to all e fathers in e world & of cos to my dad, i love u~
10:34 AM
we took this at siloso beach....=)

Do my cousins look like they are bbq-ing themselves? haha
12 june 2008:
played volleyball n frisbie at siloso beach
took e luge ride
went vivo to eat carl's jr for lunch
1:54 PM
Rosanne n mi =)
Millie n me! =)


8th june 2008:
Its e last day of my work n also a day after my bdae! so im having mixed feelings, im sad n happi at e same time. well, i was realli surprised when i saw e cake but e tot of leaving nebo realli saddens mi. they are realli nice colleagues, like rosanne, ryan, edmond, kai siong, emilia, millie, jun wei, lin feng....etc. memories will b etched in my heart. I love them all. muacks, thks for giving mi such a wonderful time at work. many a times, i would 4gt my troubles when they r ard, their jokes simply brushed my problems away. they r no longer my colleagues, but my friends. gonna miss them so much! =) will definitely return to visit, haha
1:37 PM
My sis n her bf !! it was funny....lols


My all-time fav (cabonara)


7th june 2008:
went ikea for hotdog bun in e morn
kbox (k lunch) from 12-4
bought mum's concert tix at hougang mall
had dinner at cartel =)
10:16 PM
Date: 5th june 08
Place: Aloha Changi Resort (Halton Bungalow D)
Time: 7pm (check-in: 3pm)
this must be e happiest day of my life. i enjoyed myself v v much. Thks to all my friends n relatives. most imptly, my sister n mummy who put in effort to help me organise this chalet! THANKSSSSSSSS!!!! well, was excited n elated when my dad came up to me with a big present on his hand too. Felt v blessed to hav everyone celebrating my 21st wif me...enjoy e photos. hees =) It was a night to remember a lifetime.....





I love my foreva friends bear cake!! =D








